EpicFlyingGlitch

theres really nothing else to say. Commuting to downtown chicago is a lot of fun.

Update time!

This update will be a lot shorter than usual due to the fact that my life has been so delightfully bland before this month.

On August 3rd me and my family left to go to London for a week.

London was so cool. I got to see Westminster Abbey, Buckingham Palace, The British Museam, The Royal Mews, Tefalger Square, Big Ben, The Tower of London, and The Tower Bridge.  Im not going to talk about London in the journal so if you want to hear all about the trip please feel free to send me a note and i will happily tell you

August 10th rolled around and i got back home in chicago and life resumed as normal....Here is where shit gets interesting.

2 days after i got back from London i was talking to my friend (lets call him K). Me and K have known each other for over 2 years and we have become really close friends. We know a lot about each other. Back in march and a little into april i had a crush on him. When i realized that im probably setting myself up for heartbreak  i locked those feelings down and the crush dissapeared.

Anyways. We were talking on facebook chat when out of total nowhere he starts sending me stuff about being lonely and basically confessing to me.

That was a prank. K had left his phone alone to go get something and 2 of our friends thought it would be funny to pull a convincing prank like that. I wasn't the only target but as a result of the prank, my feelings for K came back.

Later that night me and K talked about it on facebook. He indirectly told me that he DID like me and that i WAS his type.

A few months ago i had asked him out and he told me that he needed more time due to a miserable breakup.

That was a few months ago but i told him that if he needed it, he can have more time.

He responded with telling me that he has had more than enough time and asked me out.

WHAT!?

I said yes.

So on friday we went out on a "test date" to see how well it works. He took me out for sushi, took me to see a movie, then we went to a bar to meet up with a friend.

The night was super magical due to the fact of how close we already are, and how much closer we got.

Saturday me, K, and a handful of friends went to the ren faire and spent the day there. During late afternoon me, K, and our friend left becuase we were getting worn out. We got back to K's place and our friend left leaving just me and K. 

spent the night watching movies and cuddled.

MAGIC I TELL YOU. MAGIC.

Anywho. We are not in a relationship and i don't even know if we can be considered "dating". There IS something there i just don't know what it is yet. 

YAY!

Okay~!

How is everyone? I know im not active anymore but i always visit at least once a day!

Anyways. Update time

December 2012: GOD THIS WAS SO LONG AGO. Anyways. :iconidepiseyouplz: They robbed me of my social life, robbed me of family time, ate all my energy, and payed me crap for how hard i worked. Im talking about the job i had. I worked at an asian mini-mall/supermarket at their udon noodle shop as a cashier. So by the end i was able to squeeze some time off (not like they had the choice) because me and my family went to New Jersey to visit family. It was quite funny because when we got there i had worked the past 3 full weeks and put in a shit ton of hours. So i was dead tired. My cousins visited and so did family but at around 6pm i desperately needed to lay down. I PASSED OUT OF THE NEXT 16 HOURS.  Anyways. The day i get back was new years so from the airport i went home, from home i went to the booze store, and from there i went to my friends apartment for his wacky new years party. The new years party kicked off and everyone had fun and it was really laid back. People were standing around talking, people were dancing, people were outside smoking hookah, people were horsing around and playing video games. Thankfully i didn't get trashed so it was a lot of fun (DRUNK GLITCH IS A WHORE- i mean what?)

January:  Oh man was THIS one hell of a ride. *ahem* DRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMA HEARTBREAKOHGOD DRAMADRAMADRAMA. That was seriously it. MOVING ON.

Febuary: This month consisted of a freak snow storm, new university, and my faceplant into the middle of the Tolkien fandom. We will start with the faceplant. While i was getting over some serious heartbreak a friend asked me to RP with her and her friends on Tumblr in the " the hobbit". I realized i was horrible at RPing so i moved to just reblogging stuff. I discovered Fili, Kili, and Thorin who were played by Kiwi actor Dean O'Gorman(Fili), British actor Richard Armitage(Thorin), and Irish actor Aidan Turner(Kili).  THUS BEGAN MY DOWNWARDS SPRIAL INTO THE WORLD OF A DROOLING FANGIRL.   I FINALLY GOT OUT OF THAT SHITHOLE OF A COMMUNITY COLLEGE!!! I was finally able to transfer out and apply to Roosevelt university. I didn't just get accepted, oh no sir, because of my 3.0GPA i got a $6000 scholarship upon being accepted. Then the snowstorm hit the chicago land area. About a foot of snow got dumped on us.

March: This month consisted of Paulies birthday, a very sad fact, and the process of healing.  PAULIE IS NOW 13 YEARS OLD!!! So on his birthday i took him to the vet for his annual bird check-up. Paulie knew EXACTLY where we were because the second i sat down in the waiting room he began to show off by singing and talking. After the vet went over Paulies test results with me we made a bit of small talk (My mother went to school with the vet so the vet is kind of like a family friend) He then asked me "What are you doing to keep this little guy (Paulie) so healthy?" I told him that i had no idea. So he took out Paulies little chart and wrote "Continue the excellent care" Rather proud of myself.  Later in the month i began to feel different and i was acting different. I was lying to loved ones for no reason, i was spending whole days on tumblr, my social life became less and less important....I had become addicted to the internet.

Internet addiction is like being addicted to cocaine. It will mess you up and make you someone you are not. Tumblr was my drug. I was addicted to it and it was causing me to dig a large hole for myself. At the end of March i snapped and told my parents that i was scared and all around broke down. My grades were suffering and i was lying left and right and getting myself in trouble just so i could spend MORE time on Tumblr.  

Thankfully i was able to recognize that i had a problem and i immediately acted upon fixing it. I deleted my tumblr accounts and my anxiety medication was boosted. Im back on the right track again and my grades are doing well.

This month was fun, going to a bar with friends, being told by an attractive guy that he thought i was very pretty, dancing with that guy, and being able to finish my research papers weeks before they are due. My life is back on the right track.

I admit i miss Tumblr a lot. I miss the funny posts and i miss the users who were just like me in more ways than one. Im scared of making another account in fear that i might relapse. I don't know. We will see. Maybe just for the summer.

Thats really it.

I still love you guys.

~Elyse (Glitch)