How is everyone? I know im not active anymore but i always visit at least once a day!
Anyways. Update time
December 2012: GOD THIS WAS SO LONG AGO. Anyways. :iconidepiseyouplz: They robbed me of my social life, robbed me of family time, ate all my energy, and payed me crap for how hard i worked. Im talking about the job i had. I worked at an asian mini-mall/supermarket at their udon noodle shop as a cashier. So by the end i was able to squeeze some time off (not like they had the choice) because me and my family went to New Jersey to visit family. It was quite funny because when we got there i had worked the past 3 full weeks and put in a shit ton of hours. So i was dead tired. My cousins visited and so did family but at around 6pm i desperately needed to lay down. I PASSED OUT OF THE NEXT 16 HOURS.
Anyways. The day i get back was new years so from the airport i went home, from home i went to the booze store, and from there i went to my friends apartment for his wacky new years party. The new years party kicked off and everyone had fun and it was really laid back. People were standing around talking, people were dancing, people were outside smoking hookah, people were horsing around and playing video games. Thankfully i didn't get trashed so it was a lot of fun (DRUNK GLITCH IS A WHORE- i mean what?)
January: Oh man was THIS one hell of a ride. *ahem* DRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMADRAMA HEARTBREAKOHGOD DRAMADRAMADRAMA. That was seriously it. MOVING ON.
Febuary: This month consisted of a freak snow storm, new university, and my faceplant into the middle of the Tolkien fandom. We will start with the faceplant. While i was getting over some serious heartbreak a friend asked me to RP with her and her friends on Tumblr in the " the hobbit". I realized i was horrible at RPing so i moved to just reblogging stuff. I discovered Fili, Kili, and Thorin who were played by Kiwi actor Dean O'Gorman(Fili), British actor Richard Armitage(Thorin), and Irish actor Aidan Turner(Kili). THUS BEGAN MY DOWNWARDS SPRIAL INTO THE WORLD OF A DROOLING FANGIRL.
I FINALLY GOT OUT OF THAT SHITHOLE OF A COMMUNITY COLLEGE!!! I was finally able to transfer out and apply to Roosevelt university. I didn't just get accepted, oh no sir, because of my 3.0GPA i got a $6000 scholarship upon being accepted. Then the snowstorm hit the chicago land area. About a foot of snow got dumped on us.
March: This month consisted of Paulies birthday, a very sad fact, and the process of healing. PAULIE IS NOW 13 YEARS OLD!!! So on his birthday i took him to the vet for his annual bird check-up. Paulie knew EXACTLY where we were because the second i sat down in the waiting room he began to show off by singing and talking. After the vet went over Paulies test results with me we made a bit of small talk (My mother went to school with the vet so the vet is kind of like a family friend) He then asked me "What are you doing to keep this little guy (Paulie) so healthy?" I told him that i had no idea. So he took out Paulies little chart and wrote "Continue the excellent care" Rather proud of myself. Later in the month i began to feel different and i was acting different. I was lying to loved ones for no reason, i was spending whole days on tumblr, my social life became less and less important....I had become addicted to the internet.
Internet addiction is like being addicted to cocaine. It will mess you up and make you someone you are not. Tumblr was my drug. I was addicted to it and it was causing me to dig a large hole for myself. At the end of March i snapped and told my parents that i was scared and all around broke down. My grades were suffering and i was lying left and right and getting myself in trouble just so i could spend MORE time on Tumblr.
Thankfully i was able to recognize that i had a problem and i immediately acted upon fixing it. I deleted my tumblr accounts and my anxiety medication was boosted. Im back on the right track again and my grades are doing well.
This month was fun, going to a bar with friends, being told by an attractive guy that he thought i was very pretty, dancing with that guy, and being able to finish my research papers weeks before they are due. My life is back on the right track.
I admit i miss Tumblr a lot. I miss the funny posts and i miss the users who were just like me in more ways than one. Im scared of making another account in fear that i might relapse. I don't know. We will see. Maybe just for the summer.
Thats really it.
I still love you guys.